Sometimes when you look back at your life and the people that use to be apart of it, you really wonder if any of that was real at all. Relationships end, friendships fade, and people change. As you slowly move on with your life, sometimes you can't help but take a glance at what you use to have and what things are like now. And although things have never been better now, you realize that you use to think everything was great in the past. Sometimes when you're in the moment, you're so blind and naive to reality. You believe what you want to believe and you see through a tiny little tunnel filled with your greatest fantasies.
Looking back, I now wonder if it was ever real; if anything I have ever been told or did or saw was even real at all. Has the past couple of years of my life been a lie? And if so, when did that all change? Or has it even changed?
The past can sometimes seem very confusing once you start looking back at it. Maybe there are some missing pieces that still leaves you feeling like the chapter is not complete, but the past is the past and it should stay in the past.
I've realized that the life I was living before, although seemed great, was actually really toxic and dysfunctional. There were certain people that I adored with all my heart but looking back, was taking me down the wrong path. But my life is great now. Things are different and I feel different. I've surrounded myself with newer people that gives me a different perspective in life; one that is less depressing and more motivating. I've never been so happy in my entire life :)
Labels: life, personal, thoughts
Sometimes when you look back at your life and the people that use to be apart of it, you really wonder if any of that was real at all. Relationships end, friendships fade, and people change. As you slowly move on with your life, sometimes you can't help but take a glance at what you use to have and what things are like now. And although things have never been better now, you realize that you use to think everything was great in the past. Sometimes when you're in the moment, you're so blind and naive to reality. You believe what you want to believe and you see through a tiny little tunnel filled with your greatest fantasies.
Looking back, I now wonder if it was ever real; if anything I have ever been told or did or saw was even real at all. Has the past couple of years of my life been a lie? And if so, when did that all change? Or has it even changed?
The past can sometimes seem very confusing once you start looking back at it. Maybe there are some missing pieces that still leaves you feeling like the chapter is not complete, but the past is the past and it should stay in the past.
I've realized that the life I was living before, although seemed great, was actually really toxic and dysfunctional. There were certain people that I adored with all my heart but looking back, was taking me down the wrong path. But my life is great now. Things are different and I feel different. I've surrounded myself with newer people that gives me a different perspective in life; one that is less depressing and more motivating. I've never been so happy in my entire life :)
Labels: life, personal, thoughts
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stupid princess
UserName: Hyokii
Age: 23
Birthday: January 22
Location: Toronto, Canada.
Sign: Aquarius Sun, Gemini Moon, Aries Rising
Who are you?
I'm just an average girl studying graphic design in my hometown Toronto. I'm nothing special but I like to blog and document my findings :) I'm really into astrology so come and tell me your sign!
What do you blog about?
Mostly just about my life and occasional beauty hauls and product reviews.
What does 'babo gongju' mean?
It's Korean for 'stupid princess'.
Boyfriend?
Yes! He does Muay Thai and he's a Virgo.
Tell me about your skin type!
I have extremely dry dehydrated skin and really dry/flaky lips. Light; yellow with neutral leaning cool undertone. Currently wearing NARS Sheer Glow in Gobi.
Up Coming
A List of posts that are coming soon
Reviews:
Tonymoly Cats Wink Smooth Primer
Etude House Goodbye Pore Ever Primer
Skin Food Choco Smoky Eye Palette
Aussie 3 Minute Miracle Shine Deep Treatment
Real Techniques Core Collection Brush Set
Etude House Golden Ratio Contour Maker
Skin Food Coffee Creamy Sheer Lipstick (PP701 Plum Wine)
Etude House Real Art Cleansing Oil (Moisture)
Skin Food Bath Salt (Peppermint)
Etude House Miss Tangerine Cream Choux Blusher
Skin Food Red Orange Makeup Finish (Matte Type)
Tonymoly Cat Chu Wink Tony Tint (Cherry Pink)
Etude House Etoinette Crystal Shine Lip Lipstick (PPK001 & PPK003)
Etude House Etoinette Brush Collection
The Face Shop Rice Water Bright Cleansing Special Set
The Face Shop Cotton Pads
The Face Shop Face It 07 Quick Top Coat
The Face Shop Lovely ME:EX Design My Eyebrow (01 Gray Brown)
The Face Shop Lovely ME:EX Style My Eyebrow (01 Gray Brown)
The Face Shop Face It Designing Cake Eyebrow (01 Khaki Grey)
Etude House Dear My Blooming Eyes (OR203 Mesmerizing Orange)
Nicole by O.P.I. Nail Polish (Iceberg Lotus)
The Face Shop Real Nature Mask Aloe Vera
The Face Shop Face It Styling Auto Gel Liner (01 Edgy Black)
The Face Shop Floral Water Mist
The Face Shop Mild Papaya Peeling Gel
Kat Von D Spellbinding Eyeshadow Book
Rimmel Lasting Finish Matte Lipstick By Kate Moss (111 Kiss Of Life)
Rimmel Lasting Finish Matte Lipstick By Kate Moss (102)
Sally Hansen Big Matte Top Coat
Witchcraft Mini+Cures Set
Maybelline Volum’ Express The Colossal Smoky Eyes Mascara
Nicole by O.P.I. Quick Dry Top Coat
Essence Kalinka Beauty 01 Babushka Me Lip Brush
Maybelline Volum’Express The Rocket Waterproof Mascara
Maybelline Eye Studio Master Drama Eyeliner in Midnight Master
Maybelline Fit Me Concealer in 10 Light
Maybelline Dream Lumi Touch Highlighting Concealer in Ivory
Etude House Nymph Aura Volumer (sample)
Etude House Mal;Gem All In One Emulsion (sample)
Etude House Mal;Gem Smoother Toner (sample)
Etude House Sun Prise Super Aqua SPF45/PA+++ (sample)
Etude House Precious Mineral BB Cream SPF30/PA++ (sample)
Etude House Moistfull Collagen Firming Eye Cream (sample)
Skin Food Platinum Grape Cell Essential BB Cream SPF45/PA+++ (sample)
Skin Food Agave Cactus Emulsion (sample)
The Face Shop Chia Seed Moisture-Holding Seed Cream(sample)
The Face Shop Mango Seed Silk Moisturizing Toner(sample)
The Face Shop Mango Seed Silk Moisturizing Lotion(sample)
Updated The Face Shop Mango Seed Silk Moisturizing Toner & Lotion (full size)
The Face Shop Mango Seed Silk Moisturizing Facial Butter(sample fullsize)
The Face Shop Volcanic Clay Black Head Aloe Nose Strip(sample)
The Face Shop Herb Day 365 Cleansing Foam Acerola (sample)
The Face Shop White Secret Whitening Body Essence (sample)
Tutorials & Tips:
How I Contour My Face
Tips On How To Drink More Water
2013 Summer/Fall Wish List
My Current Everyday Makeup Tutorial
Friends
Love'em, Hate'em
Jin
Bucket List
before the end
. Put a lock on Seoul’s Namsan Tower's fence
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Visit the beach; any beach (063011)
. Party hard
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Starbucks date (072310)
. Learn to drive
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Star gaze (062812)
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Road trip (Summer`09)
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Be loved
. Visit South Korea
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Wedding; anyone's wedding (10.13.13)
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Be happy
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Bake cupcakes from scratch (04.06.10)
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Ride a motorcycle (08.21.14)
. Get my first tattoo
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Kiss in the rain
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Pull an all nighter
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Belly button piercing (02.19.14)
. Disney world/land
. Anime North
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Cosplay Rin
. Cosplay X-23
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Princess Cafe date (12.10.12)
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VVIP album(02.20.11)
. Visit Hong Kong again
. Graduate university
. Paris
to be continued...
